I[m18] have been dating my first gf [f17] for about a week now. We have met about 3 months ago and first became very close friends very fast. The. we both realized we liked each other more than friends do and got even closer and then became a couple. The last few days have been some of the most exciting days for me in a long time. We even spent talking on the phone until 1 to 2 am for about the last 1.5 weeks. I missed her the whole time I was at school and could not wait to finally see or talk to her in the evening.
It was the same on monday, I couldn‘t wait to finally speak to her in the evening but then I got really pissed of by something completely unrelated to her. But them I kinda stopped being „in love“ with her. When I talked to her that night I did‘t feel much towards her but I told myself this is because I‘m still angry. I still was pretty mad on tuesday morning but then my bad mood pretty much faded and was gone at like 11am. But the feeling of being freshly „in love“ didn‘t come back. When I was talking to her in the evening I felt totally unhonest when I told her how much I liked her. I also went to sleep early that night because I was really tired.
Now it is 1 pm on wednesday where I live and my feelings are still not back, I really feels like someone ripped a part out of me. I really don’t know if I miss her or the feeling of being freshly „in love“. I feel really guilty because I know that she still is on cloud nine and I‘m afraid that our still short relathionship is already gonna break because of that. All I know is that I don‘t want to lose her because she had gotten so important to me but I don‘t have much feelings anymore.
Have you guys expirienced something similar? Do you think I can get back to the feelings I had to her beforehand? I am really confused about my feelings.
tl;dr. I think i fell out of love with my gf in literally on blink of an eye. Can someone help me?
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